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All The Young Men
Ruth Coker Burks & Kevin Carr O'Leary
The remarkable true story of how one young woman, a solo mother from Arkansas, tended to young men who’d been shunned by society and left alone to die of the feared and little understood “gay disease”. Advocate, educator, carer and empath, Ruth Coker Burks fought prejudice and hypocrisy at every turn to afford comfort, support and a final resting place to many victims of the AIDS crisis. A powerful and uplifting read.
Transcendent Kingdom
Yaa Gyasi
A moving and thought-provoking novel that sets the story of a young Ghanaian PhD student (studying the reward-seeking behaviour of mice in a Stanford University laboratory) against the backdrop of her religious upbringing, immigrant experience, and family tragedy – a brother lost to an opiod overdose and a mother suffering severe depression.
The Telling Time
P.J.McKay
In this captivating read, Pip Mackay weaves together two stories – a mother leaving her homeland of Yugoslavia in the 1950s to start a new life in New Zealand, and three decades later, her daughter travelling from New Zealand to Yugoslavia to unearth secrets of her mother’s past. Each story is greater in impact for its position beside the other, a powerful resonance existing between the two.
Remote Sympathy
Catherine Chidgey
Set in and around the Nazi concentration camp, Buchenwald, Catherine Chidgey skilfully explores ways in which individuals use distance, be that physical or emotional distance, to facilitate, justify, or ignore the perpetration of gross acts of inhumanity. A confronting and important read. Beautifully written.
Shepherds and Butchers
Chris Marnewick
Fiction grounded firmly in fact, this book makes for a harrowing and confronting read, as Chris Marnewick deftly and unflinchingly explores not only the barbarity of legalised hangings, but also the inevitable impact on those individuals charged with carrying them out. A story set in apartheid South Africa (with horrors peculiar to that terrible regime,) but with relevance for any country that endorses the death sentence. Marnewick climbs beneath sanitised, one-dimensional descriptions, to lay bare capital punishment and what its practice means for our humanity.
The XX Brain
Dr Lisa Mosconi
A fascinating look at the female brain and how it ages. Filling a gap in research specific to the female body, Dr Lisa Mosconi’s work explores the impact of female hormones on the brain, and offers evidence-based recommendations to women regarding how to maximise brain health in ageing.
American Dirt
Jeanine Cummins
The story of a mother and son’s gruelling flight from Mexico to the USA, to escape cartel violence directed at their family. The book has courted significant controversy around whether Cummins, who is not of Mexican descent, authentically and acurately represents the plight of Mexican migrants. It is worth reading the discussions around this.
Ripiro Beach
Caroline Barron
After confronting her own mortality in a near-death experience as a young mother, Caroline Barron embarks on a challenging emotional and physical journey to recovery – a journey which also embraces a search for identity and a fuller understanding of her heritage. This is a beautifully written, extremely honest, and heartfelt memoir. While a very personal story, it also one of universal relevance, as Barron ponders the impact of ancestry on an individual’s trajectory.
A Portable Paradise
Roger Robinson
A profound and important collection of poetry imbued with such humanity. Rogers addresses a wide breadth of topics, including the Grenfell Tower fire, systemic racism, the Windrush generation, and the premature birth of his son. I will carry many of the words in this beautiful book with me always, most especially the poem after which the collection is named.
Where the Crawdads Sing
Delia Owens
This refreshingly original story set in the 1950s has a murder mystery at its core. However, it also the tale a young girl’s bid to survive as she grows up alone in the swamps of Northern Carolina, nature both her teacher and refuge from a harsh and prejudiced world.
Girl, Woman, Other
Bernadine Evaristo
Twelve different women navigate different lives in different eras. The one common denominator in this Booker-Prize-winning compilation of interconnected stories is the experience of being a black woman in Britain. Thought-provoking, humorous, poignant, and important.
Bridge of Clay
Markus Zusak
The first few chapters of this vast and beautiful novel were a little hard to get into, and I struggled to orient myself, but then the story opened up into a narrative of such incredible emotional depth. 'Bridge of Clay' is the story of five brothers, and one in particular, who grapple as best they know how with the vicissitudes of life. As I turned the pages, this book quietly found a place on my shelf of all-time favourite reads .
The Handmaid's Tale
Margaret Atwood
I was long overdue reading Margaret Atwood’s dystopian novel; however, thirty-plus years on from publication it could not be more pertinent. A radiation-toxic atmosphere, dying planet, fear of ‘the other’, intolerance of dissenters, dehumanisation of women, abuse of power . . . A grim, but stellar read. Looking forward to reading The Testaments – the Booker-Prize winning sequel.
Unnatural Causes
Dr Richard Shepherd
I was fortunate to hear Dr Richard Shepherd, one of Britain's leading forensic pathologists, speak at Bloody Scotland last year. His autobiography – 'Unnatural Causes' – offers a fascinating insight into his pursuit of truth when dealing with the dead. An honest, humane, and arresting read .
No Friend but the Mountains
Behrouz Boochani
Winner of the Victorian Prize for Literature and the Prize for Non-fiction, Victorian Premier’s Literary Awards 2019, this hugely important book has been compiled from hundreds of Farsi texts sent by Kurdish poet and journalist from Manus Island, where he has been illegally detained since 2013. Translated by Omid Tofighian, Boochani's account bears witness to the horrors and inhumanity of the Australian government’s treatment of asylum seekers.
The Writing Class
Stephanie Johnson
The Writing Class is cleverly both a novel about the lives of a cast of characters attending a NZ university writing class, and a tutorial on how to write a novel. Interleaving through the story about Merle and her students, are excerpts from Merle’s classes, affording the reader/would-be writer pointers on how to craft a narrative.
Milkman
Anna Burns
Set in 1970s during the Northern Ireland conflict, this humorous and disturbing story is narrated in a stream-of-consciousness style by eighteen-year-old ‘middle sister’ – a young woman who, while not interested in the troubles, is inevitably caught up in them. Political intimidation, sexual harassment, and the power of the faction are just some of the themes explored in this unique Booker-Prize-winning novel.
Normal People
Sally Rooney
Award-winning Rooney demonstrates astute observation of human behaviour in this profound and deeply moving book about the power of relationships to change lives. In 'Normal People', two youngsters afford each other a much-needed anchor, as both try to find their place in an often cruel and conformist world.
Less
Andrew Sean Greer
50-year-old Arthur Less is a gay, has-been novelist, whose publisher has just rejected his latest novel,and whose ex-lover has just announced his impending marriage. In a desperate bid to avoid having to attend the wedding, Arthur cobbles together a journey to a variety of ‘literary’ events. The journey, intended as an escape, in facts lends Arthur’s life and career the perspective it very much needed.
This Mortal Boy
Fiona Kidman
Eighteen-year-old Irishman Albert Black arrived in New Zealand as a ‘ten pound Pom’ in search of a better life. Two years later (1955) he was sentenced to death for the knifing of another young man in a milk-bar brawl. Black would be the second-to-last person hanged here before capital punishment was repealed. This is his story – superbly crafted, poignant, and offering a fascinating insight into 1950s New Zealand. I highly recommend.
Unsheltered
Barbara Kingsolver
Two stories interleave – one set in 1871, the other 2016. The common denominator and trajectory for both tales – a poorly build house which is slowly collapsing. ‘Unsheltered’ is a social novel, which through its convincing cast of characters, explores and reflects the tumult of the times – both America in the late nineteenth century and America under Trump. This book resonates long after the last page.
The Burgess Boys
Elizabeth Strout
An apparently racially motivated hate crime sees the disparate members of a dysfunctional family drawn together, their new proximity placing already tenuous relationships under greater tension. Events from the past rise to surface and the truth is revisited. An immensely satisfying, thought-provoking story, with acutely observed characters.
The Death of an Owl
Paul and Piers Torday
This was Paul Torday’s last book, completed posthumously by his son Piers, also an author. A tale of thwarted political ambition, fractured relationships, and hidden truths, the book revolves around one key event, which sees the lives of all involved (either directly or vicariously) unravel. .
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His Bloody Project
Graeme Macrae Burnet
It is 19th-Century Scotland. Three bloody murders are committed in a small crofting community. A 17-year-old lad confesses. Is he guilty, or was he insane at the time? Based on a true crime, this Booker-nominated novel offers up a cast of convincing characters and dialogue infused with incisive wit. The novel poses interesting questions about culpability, explored in the light of the law and criminology of the era, while never once detracting from the relentless pace of the story.
Educated
Tara Westover
Tara Westover grew up in Idaho in the shadow of religious fundamentalism. She was deprived of a formal schooling, exclusively exposed to extreme dogmas, and vulnerable to the vicissitudes of her father's mental illness and a sibling's violence . . . This is a harrowing memoir which celebrates the power of education to liberate, while also acknowledging the long reach of a traumatic childhood.
Tenth of December
George Saunders
Winner of the Folio Prize, this book of short stories defies easy description. Hugely ingenious, bizarre, confronting, deeply moving . . . A testament to the humanity, imagination and skill of author George Saunders. You will find yourself pondering these stories long after reading them.
The Indian
Jon Gnarr
The first in a trilogy of memoirs by the much-loved Icelandic writer, comedian, and former Mayor of Reykjavik. Humour and heartache sit side-by side in this tragicomic account of Gnarr growing up with learning and emotional disorders – disorders which at that time were not yet fully understood and largely treated in the psychiatric hospitals.
The Long Drop
Denise Mina
A semi-fictionalised account of Peter Manuel – one of Glasgow’s most notorious serial killers operating during the 1950’s. Mina, who won the Mcllvanney Award for Best Scottish Crime Novel for this book, focuses not so much on Manuel's trial, as the bizarre night of drinking shared by him and William Watts, husband and father respectively to two of the victims, and one-time suspect of the murders. A fascinating exploration into the minds of both the guilty and innocent, and the social fabric of 1950’s Glasgow.
Dead Lemons
Finn Bell
From Finn Bell comes this award-winning book which will keep you on the edge of your seat all read. A man moves to a remote cottage in the South of New Zealand to escape his previously self-destructive life. However, he soon finds himself increasingly embroiled in a mystery with deadly connections to his new sanctuary.
A Gentleman in Moscow
Amor Towles
When the Bolsheviks sentence Russian aristocrat Alexander Rostov to house arrest in the Metropol Hotel, he must learn of the changes afoot in his country from the vantage point of his window, and via the connections he makes with the people who pass through the doors of the grand building. An elegantly written, character-driven novel.
The Heart's Invisible Furies
John Boyne
Cyril Avery is born in Ireland to a sixteen-year-old lass out of wedlock. As social mores of the time demand, he is adopted out to an unconventional couple, who offer little more than a roof over his head. Cyril’s life spans a post war Ireland regimented by the church, to the more liberal and open-minded country of today. It is this changing backdrop of societal pressures and prejudices which dictates Cyril’s story, as he come to terms with his sexuality and tries to find his place in the world as a gay man.
Lincoln in the Bardo
George Saunders
American is on the brink of civil war, Abraham Lincoln's eleven year old son has just died, and a congress of ghosts inhabit the bardo – an intermediate state between death and the afterlife. This is a masterful novel that tips the conventional structure of the novel on its head, addressing universal themes of grief, love, good and evil, in a refreshingly new way. Not a wonder this book has been long-listed for the Booker Prize.
What it Means When a Man Falls From the Sky
Lesley Nneka Arimah
Arresting and sophisticated storytelling in this debut collection of short stories, most of which are set against set against the backdrop of Nigeria or the USA. The opening of 'Light' is a example of Arimah's powerful prose."When Enebeli Okwara sent his girl out in the world, he did not know what the world did to daughters. He did not know how quickly it would wick the dew off her, how she would be returned to him hollowed out, relieved of her better parts."
The Book of Forgiving
Desmond & Mpho Tutu
Archbishop Desmond Tutu and his daughter Rev. Mpho Tutu have joined forces to write this practical guide to forgiveness. Drawing from lessons learnt during The Truth and Reconciliation Commission, and from personal tragedy, they have devised a fourfold pathway to forgiveness applicable in many scenarios. Underpinning the book is the enormous value both requesting and granting forgiveness can have for an individual and the wider community.
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Things That Matter
David Galler
Intensive Care specialist David Galler shares stories from a life spent caring for those who have walked a tightrope between life and death. Grounded in anatomical specifics, but reflecting on the spiritual and metaphysical, 'Things That Matter' addresses the meaning of modern medicine in its broadest sense.
Insomniac City
Bill Hayes
This is a beautiful book – beautiful in its tenderness, humanity, observations, and writing. It offers Bill Hayes' reflections on his relationship with the inimitable Oliver Sacks and his relationship with New York City. If you read one book this year, read this seminal work of non-fiction.
Can You Tolerate This?
Ashleigh Young
It is no surprise that Ashleigh Young won the Wyndham-Campbell Literature Prize for this collection of personal essays. The essays – bold and surprising in their honesty – are crafted with such skill and astuteness, the reader is left reeling from their power. A must read!
Gratitude
Oliver Sacks
Four essays written by Oliver Sacks in his final months with terminal cancer. Sacks reflects on his life and attempts to come to terms with his impending death. These essays were published in The New York Times, and it is not hard to undertsand why the paper referred to him as 'the poet laureate of medicine'. The writings and refections of this physician and prolific author reveal a man with such a huge heart, such humanity, such eloquence.
My Name is Lucy Barton
Elizabeth Strout
For five days an estranged mother sits by her ill daughter's hospital bedside. Their often detached pieces of conversation, and the memories these unleash, afford a deeply moving exploration of a complex mother daughter relationship. Beautifully observed, with the weight of what is not articulated, as powerful as what is shared.
The Secret Life of Luke Livingstone
Charity Norman
Luke Livingstone is a successful barrister who, after thirty years of marriage, finally confronts something he has kept hidden for almost all of his life – gender dysphoria. Author Charity Norman does a superb job of exploring Luke’s reality and its impact on those he loves. This is fiction at its best, enhancing the reader’s empathy for those who navigate life on the periphery of a norm.
The Wonder
Emma Donoghue
Set in mid-nineteenth century Ireland, this is the story of a young eleven year old lass who has supposedly survived on nothing but 'manna from heaven' for four months. An English nurse and a local nun are sent to observe the child for a fortnight to either confirm or refute the claims. Is the child a saint, the victim of fervent Catholicism characteristic of the era, or the victim of something more sinister?
The Conservationist
Nadine Gordimer
Nadine Gordimer’s 1974 novel was a joint winner of the Booker-McConnell Prize. Through exploring the complex relationship that a wealthy white businessman has with his rural ‘weekend’ farm, the story proffers a much wider commentary on the more subtle evils of the apartheid era.
Hitler, Verwoerd, Mandela and Me
Marianne Thamm
Journalist Marianne Thamm grew up in a world where the philosophies of Hitler, Verwoerd and Mandela would directly impact her. This is a moving, affecting, and at times humorous memoir about one woman’s search for her place, and that of her children, in a bigoted world. A recommended read.
The Secret Life of James Cook
Graeme lay
The first book in a trilogy comprising the fictional biography of explorer James Cook. This first in the series offers a fascinating account of Cook's early life and first major voyage of exploration. The account is grounded in fact and skilfully expanded on by Lay.
The Antipodeans
Greg Mcgee
This big novel spans three timeframes. At the core is World war II and its impact on three generations of Italian and New Zealand families. The riddle of present day characters' lives is interpreted and understood against the backdrop of what went on in Northern Italy between 1942-44.
When Breath Becomes Air
Paul Kalanithi
As a neurosurgical resident, Paul Kalanithi dealt with death on a daily basis. But when, at the age of thirty-six, he was diagnosed with metastatic lung cancer, he had to face his own mortality. A moving and thought-provoking account of his journey from a doctor at the top of his field to a terminally-ill patient and new father.
The Light Between Oceans
M.L.Stedman
A boat with a dead man and a baby washes up on a remote Australian island. The childless couple who discover it make a decision which will come to haunt all the characters. A powerful and emotional read.
The Goldfinch
Donna Tartt
13-year-old Theo Decker survives a bomb blast at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, which kills mother. In the chaotic aftermath, he steals her favourite painting from the museum – Carel Fabritius's The Goldfinch. The painting comes to assume greater and greater significance for Theo as he navigates a troubled teenagehood and becomes embroiled in an underworld of drugs, art theft and murder. Around the periphery though, are good people. Which world ultimately wins out is the impetus behind this Bildungsroman.
This House of Grief
Helen Garner
Helen Garner follows the court case of Robert Farquharson, charged with driving his car into a dam with the intent of killing his three small sons in an act of revenge against his ex-wife . Garner documents this emotive case with great clarity and skill, and gives a fascinating account of the law at work. The subject matter, however, is incredibly sad.
Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
J K Rowling
My children told me I couldn't call myself an author is I hadn't read Harry Potter. I'm not one for fantasy, I cried, as I began the read reluctantly. Then something magical happened . . . I was completely swept up in the wonderful world of child wizards, Hogwarts, the Dark Arts and dreadful Dursleys. J K Rowling is a storyteller extraordinaire, and I find myself deserting the pile of books at my bedside to reach for the next in the series.
Chappy
Patricia Grace
A young man's quest to 'find himself' leads him to travel to New Zealand to unravel his heritage. He learns of the beautiful, but beleaguered love-affair between his Māori grandmother, Oriwia, and his deceased Japanese grandfather, Chappy - a story that will ground him in his past and take him forward into the future. A lovely, gentle tale exploring man's need to belong.
Burial Rites
Hannah Kent
This story is based on true events. Set in Iceland in 1829, it centres around a young woman sentenced to death for her role in the murder of two men. With no prisons in Iceland, she is sent to stay with a family on their farm for the winter leading up to her execution.The relationship she develops with these strangers forms the crux of this fascinating and moving historical novel.
A sensitive and insightful portrayal of Kate Grenville's mother's life, highlighting the challenges faced by this remarkable woman, and indeed all independent women living in early twentieth century Australia. This book confirmed for me just what a superb writer Kate Grenville is.
Two children – one French and one German – navigating the vicissitudes of life during World War II. Heartbreaking and uplifting in equal measure. My favourite read of the year!
H is for Hawk
Helen Macdonald
The fascinating account of Helen Macdonald's training of a goshawk in the wake of her father's death. The taming of Macdonald's grief in many ways parallels her taming of this wild bird. A beautiful book for its prose, its difference, its honesty. I highly recommend it.
OWLS DO CRY
Janet Frame
First published in 1957, Janet Frames's debut novel is a powerful commentary on the New Zealand of her era. Through the story of the Withers family, she explores the grind of poverty, the horror of mental institutions, and the artifice and insincerity of so much of the adult world. She deftly juxtaposes this with the honesty and instinctive hope of childhood. Acutely observed, masterfully narrated and deeply human – a book which resonates with the reader even half a century after it was first written.
People of the Book
Geraldine Brooks
A historical novel inspired by a true story, 'People of the Book' traces the tenuous survival of an ancient Hebrew codex from its creation in medieval Spain to modern day war-torn Sarajevo, where it is again is saved from destruction by a Muslim librarian. A fascinating read.
THE SILVER MOON
Bryce Courtenay
This is Bryce Courtenay's final work – a compilation of his reflections and musings about life, his approaching death (he died last year), about reading and the craft of writing. It is a inspirational gem of a book and will definitely find a permanent home on my bookshelf.